things are gna be so different, i guess. I just feel so insecure and inferior. anyone there to enlighten me? no i guess. i try to satisfy your needs in every way, but too bad i'm nt born in a rich family. no one to be blamed but myself. i know i'm not comparable to him, at least not for now. i'm just a fking student who is surviving on weekend jobs, what do i have? all i need, is an answer, a truthful one.

hope things will go smoothly for kenny, pray hard for him, because i want to ride in his BMW 3 series! (: btw kenny, hope u read this, if things go smoothly for u, i just want a burberry wallet, that's all. if u want to give me more, i don't mind. hehe.

IT roadshow coming up, working for sony. looking forward to it. hope it will be a gd exp for me.