over and done with my small bbq at pasir ris park with my close friends, as well as my family. a big thanks to all who came. thanks to pong adam and andy who were there, carrying the stuffs for me and bbq-ing the whole night through, if not i dont know who will do that kind of job. haha. and yea, thanks yh, all the way pia-ing cab down from Tuas. it must have cost you a bomb cabbing here and back. had an enjoyable time with those friends of mine. you guys really rock ! :D

A very big thank you to mum, who woke up early in the morning, marinating the chicken wings and pork slices for me, cooked curry and noodles for me. I don't know what to say. lol. Thanks dad for buying the chicken wings and pork slices for me thou you dont really like the idea of having a bbq :D

Thanks brother for sponsoring me and preparing this bbq for me, drive me here and there to get the bbq stuffs, food and drinks, and fetched me back home after everything ends :D and thank you for calling your friends down, because i recieved BIG angbaos from them! hahah. and so paiseh that Alvin's car tio " orh gong" for illegal parking.

Nam, those things u bought over really entertained all of us. haha. the bottle of bubbles is really cute. LOL, and those bomb bags that we threw around. Cheng, thanks for the cake yeah, thou u fking jiao and sore sometimes but it's okay, i know u're good to me. HAHA. Rick, thanks for the alcohols that u brought down. at least it wasn't wasted, SOMEONE VOMITTED!! HAHAHA! and evidences were caught in my phone :D and thanks gina for the tee. it's nice!

had dinner today tgt with mum, bro and his clique of friends. dad couldnt join us as much as i wished he could as he got to attend a wedding dinner, well.. no choice then. had an enjoyable dinner, food was nice. Big thanks to my brother's friends, namely Zhengwei, Sufen, Alvin and Carol for celebrating my birthday for me and giving me 2 big angbaos! haha.

Friends + Family = :D !

i realised there are a lot of people who are into thai songs nowadays. even when walking on the streets i can hear people playing thai songs thru their handphone-.- weird eh.

attended school, it was great. time to choose btw the 3 choices, either mkting, logistics or business. i really can't make up my mind, i don't know what i want and what i am able to do. howhow? zz. think i've gt to discuss it with my bro before i make my choice, seek for his holy opinion. haha!

I really can't stand some people where they claimed that their partner treat them no good but in actual fact, they're actually flirting around, and insisted that they're not in the wrong, WTF. Maybe this is how it should be in this wonderful 21st century. people ought to be more open. Guess i'm still living in my old traditional thinking. but i really can't stand it. yes, trust your partner, but trust need to be established, it's not like a one two day kind of matter. easier said than done.i've seen too many examples. pls reflect on yourself. what u think might not be what other ppl WILL think. if you know u can't do it, then stay single la. zz. ok i know i shouldn't be so worked up. lol.

o.O birthday coming up soon, and yewkai said i'm very excited about it. i would not deny, but ya, i can finally take up my lisence :D 1 year time alright.

omg, my 1b01 class is having big politics problems now. This clique and that clique cannot work together, blah blah. fking dulan. then my clique is actually so friendly that we are open to all, but we got involved into the politics too. wtf lah. can't all work in harmony? really cannot understand them. so bo liao. well, this is poly. lol. all working for themselves to fight for their gpa, who's to blame? zz.

besides having sorethroat with unlimited flams, i'm now down with fever too. and the worst thing is, for the 1st time in my life, i'm having insomnia. rolled on my bed from 12+ till 3+ yesterday and couldnt even sleep. woke up and played dota with friends, slpt back at around 6, and i fking woke up at 8. funny thing is, i'm nt tired. zz. i seriously dont know wtf is wrong with my body nowadays.

spent 2 hours packing and tidying up my room. didnt realise it was in such a mess until i really sort all my things out. threw away damn a lot of things, had a kinda weird feeling inside me. it was sort of like can't bear to part with those things, thou there are useless to me. funny eh. but yea, old things don't go, new things don't come! i always believed in that. haha.

got lots of flams these days. dont know why. think my throat is bleeding i guess, all the flams that came out carried blood in them. very uncomfortable :( hope i don't get any throat infection, or even worse, throat cancer. haha. but if i'm really so unlucky, i got to resign to fate then. think i got see a doc soon.

got to do my tutorials already! :D

when all are out during halloween night, be it zouk, double o or whatever, i was stuck at home playing my newly repaired computer. why? i don't know the answer too. missed out on the halloween party, to think of it was quite a waste actually. lol. but it's okay lah, there's always the next year. ha.

woke up early in the morning and went to ex sec sch for volleyball. had a great time. that's how i spent my beautiful saturday morning. i'll be going back subsequent weeks too!:D after volleyball i spent my whole day staying at home sitting in front of the computer. how wonderful.

school so far so good, not much assignments to complete, hope it'll maintain this way throughout the semester. haha. now i feel shiok waking up every morning at 8am. i don't know why, it's just the feel.

feeling very sian now, dont know why.

A meaningful story that i think it's worth sharing.

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Lastly, a great song ! :D

some pics taken with Jo over at cass's place :D




into this song very much right now.


it's a holiday today. boring!
neither do i feel good about it.

went summer breeze yesterday night for a couple of drinks. reached there at around 11 and we drank till around 2. went to cass's house after that to meet up with buddies. played with her dog and it's really a gd exercise. kept talking to Jo cos the rest of the girls went to sleep earlier. went back home at around 6 plus in the morning, was damn shag. have not done my tutorials! gonna start soon.

things just ain't the same anymore. i know i'm selfish, i've got my reasons for doing so. you might get pissed off, but yea, i still got to apologize. sorry.

until then, goodbye :)

school's great today. psychology lecture followed by business stats. i got wonderful lecturers at both lectures. why? because they won't interfere in our sleep! lol. but honestly speaking, really enjoyed the way they teach. After sch went back hm, slpt for two hours or so, then went back to school for the TP's engine concert 2008 with KJ and his clique of friends. was really a wonderful concert, enjoyed myself there. headed back home after.

great thing is, i've decided to pon macroecons lec tmr, which means that i've got no school tmr! cheers :D time for a really good sleep. haven't really been adapting to schooling hours ever since holidays end. hope there will be great days ahead in school.

He asked me to do this. I always thought this is a gd pic. LOL.

sch was gd so far, except for the boring lectures i got, gosh, there's more coming. haha. there's a super funny lecturer today. " LECTURE STARTS AT 9 SO I EXPECT YOU GUYS TO TURN UP AT 8.50!" and "HELLO SIR, WOW YOU'RE LATE! I HOPE TO SEE YOU AT 9 NEXT LECTURE." and practically, she's saying this sentence to everyone who came in late for lecture. OMG, it was really irritating. met up with Gary after school, accompanied him to golden mile to get his marriage certificate to be translated to Thai. i didn't know you could do that actually, kinda cool. it costs him $40 actually to do that. he treated me to thai food after that. it was good, minced meat with chilli padi and some stuffs with rice and a sunny side up. i would eat that again if i am going for thai food the next time. after that we walked to bugis and purchased his "transformer book". i thought he wasn't serious when he talked about putting robot tattoos on his body. but i'm wrong, he really wanted to put that. even bought the book from kinokuniya for drawing the robots.

After that we really got nth left to do. so we walked and walked and walked. for no reasons, he told me a lot of things today, which i think, can apply in our daily lives. i will bear all those in mind. He really taught me how to deal with different people and difficulties. i really appreciate it. thanks !:D he went geylang after that and i went bedok to buy otaks!

reached home, mum prepared lots of food, buddies all came to my hse and had a feast cos my mum said she wanted to treat them to a meal as it was my lunar bday-.- it's really thoughtful of her, and i'm glad that they enjoyed the meal. almost finished everything. haha. overall it's an enjoyable day, thou it's simple :)

This is original.

went timbre @ the substation to celebrate rach's bday. we were the last to reach there cos we spent 1 hr or so walking here and there to find that freaking place! damn hot and tired. zz. sat awhile, drank a couple of beer before we went. so sorry didnt get to hear your boyf sing cos toh and yk really got to go and you guys had to go with us. sorry abt it yeah, feel kinda guilty over it. zz. after that toh and yk went back hm, and i went to pasir ris to meet ken and went over to his friend's chalet.

when we reached there, his 3 friends spoke alien language to themselves which i totally can't understand. in the end i found out that they're cambodians. cool! it was one of the girls' bday. she got a cool name. Soan. 1st time i came across this name. foreign students studying in sg. played cards with them, our rules at first, then we switched to the cambodian style. i enjoyed playing the cambodian style. damn fun. lol. left at 1.30am. had a terrible headache omg. zz. gna slp now!:D

Happy 18th B'day to Rachel! and
Happy belated 19th B'day to Soan!:D

i don't know what came into me but i just feel like blogging this out and i swear this will be an emo entry.

memories exist because they're there for us to learn and cherish. yea, i'm very happy during that period of time, when we went drinking together, talk cock sessions and seeing your effort to do something which is very simple for someone you loved once. since reality doesn't allow us to be friends and maybe because of certain misunderstandings or let's just say we're selfish, we just think about ourselves. however, since we were once friends for a short period of time, i really do appreciate the things u've done and i'm really glad at least you've treated me as a friend of yours before. we can't say that you're selfish or whatever, it's human nature. i really don't know what is the cause that made you went into some deep shit, and i guess i don't have to know. i can only hope that you can stand up on your feet as soon as possible. No worries, no other motives, i won't gain a cent from you after you recover, i just meant well.

maybe you thought that it's harsh that we treated you this way and as friends, we didn't really help you out. but in a way or another, i rather feel that this is a valuable lessons for all ur friends around you and urself to learn. It's not that people around u are harsh towards you, but rather this world is rotating in this manner. at least there's a lesson learnt, and this price you paid teaches you something that not everyone will experience.

you might think all these are bullshit, up to you :) maybe i'm just the soft hearted one that cant really put all these behind me.

time to put a full stop to all my bad habits and welcome a new start. i don't know i'll succeed or not, but i'm gna try :) at least i've succeeded for a day.

445 yesterday night. we're really like ahpeks, sitting at coffeeshop chit chatting throughout the night. was quite alright, at least there's entertainment like rick broke his slippers, cs being sore when we teased him, and shawn who speaks a lot of logic. lol. surprisingly, adam was there too. all the best to his As. hope he really can make it..

oosh is a very nice place to chill, especially with the cool friends i have around me. we had laughter and joy over there. especially some of us actually wanted to "step potato". LOL. and toh spoke fking loud when he was trying to mimick what our table beside us was talking about. that really made us laughed out ass out. cool place with cool people, totally cool! lol. well, the pizza there was not bad, espically my fav thai one. and their blue ocean cocktail, worth to give it a try, thou the price might be kinda steep. well, we all were prepared to drink, but i guess it's just not the day to do that. clubs are not really in our trend right now, we're looking around for atas places! lol.

after oosh was munching doughsticks at geylang. we stopped about 5 cabs before a cab driver wanted to fetch us 5 ppl there. One of the cab drivers who rejected us was !@#$. he said " tio orh kong insurance cannot claim." it's like wtf, u don't have to be so sacarstic right. all of us feel like giving him one tight slap on his face. LOL. geylang's youtiao still the best (: after that headed right back home. well, school is starting for them coming monday, while i'm left with another week. BORING! i wished school can start earlier. holidays are getting draggy and boring. looking forward to our hk trip!

pong, i can already smell the cordon bleu.. hahaha! think u've to open it soon, no choice, i'm fking craving for it. btw, cordon bleu @ oosh is $500. so actually we already saved a huge sum of money getting it at DFS. let's save up some money and get blue label next time round yeah. it's 660 @ oosh ok! somemore all at 750ml. haha! ur 5 ply gucci toilet roll, i'll get it for you if i strike it rich ok? i promise. LOL.

i feel kinda relieved now. at least i know i've tried :) i just don't have the luck and fate. lol. still, all the best!

headed down to simpang bedok yesterday. was a last min decision since lionel jio-ed. haha. so poon yk toh and me went down, had our supper and decided to buy some drinks to drink in lionel's house. settled on 2 bottles of red wine, thou it doesn't taste that gd but it's still wine afterall. lol. so we chit chatted and talked about overseas trip. so we actually decided to go HK coming dec holis. haha! so cool lah. not to waste time anymore, we searched on the airplane tickets prices and the hotel prices so that it can fit our budget in. finally, we settled on jetstar airline and maybe metro park hotel. damn looking forward to this trip, thou i know it's gna cost a bomb to me :( ok prive on sat anyone?

i'm really fking lazy to do anything now. just feel like lying on my bed 24/7.

went to simpang bedok for supper ystd night. bugged Lionel to come and join us too. haha. sat down crapped for awhile before we went to buy some beer and chill at another place near his house. Surprisingly, we talked about property prices, cars, banking and etc. These aren't the topic we should talk about actually, but yeah, since all of us know a bit here and there what's going on, so why not? thou it's kinda bored. haha. one of these days we shld really go out and have a drink or two yeah. no boat quay please! haha. time to upgrade already. coming wed or fri? Demsey!

well, it's stay home Monday for me.

went east coast park again on fri night. since andy got a bbq there, might as well go there and meet them to chill or smth. lol. me and yk reach there around 11+, as he had to do smth before going over there. well, thou it's kinda bored, but i really enjoy that night, with her company. haha.

don't think gna have a chalet on my bday anymore. maybe just a simple meal outside will do with some close friends will do. then a chilling session at some bars :) isn't anything special anyw.

went praying with shawn early in the morning ystd. after that went down to tamp to meet up with cs n yk. slacked there for awhile before acc-ing yk to go down kakit bukit to give Anthony something. went back home to slp after that. lol. woke up, ate and feeling boring. decided to go out. in the end toh yk poon and me decided to go geylang for some frog porridge. so i suggested lor 9. went down there, ate and drank, nowhere to go again. therefore we walked all the way to kallang leisure park. LOL. from there, we intended to walk to east coast or the SG flyers but, eventually we failed. cabbed down to ECP, talk and chill over at Mac. was quite an interesting chilling session. we can talk almost everything. chilled till ard 6am in the morning then we decided to cab back hm since there's no more extra charge. well.. as for tonight.. hmm.. ZOUK OR DOUBLE O? LOL!

well, spent my night over at lionel's house playing monopoly. gt cheated down by poon telling me he was chased by some malays and in the end shawn drove me down and it was a lie, created by yk. WTF. had quite an enjoyable night. i'm going to pray with shawn later on, so yep, today is a vegeterian day for me, thou i'm very used to consuming meat all the while, but for the sake of this, i got to bear it for a day. need to catch some slp right now.

well Gina, since ur phone is lost, take it as a blessing in disguise. I think the person who took ur phone won't have an easy time too. Just have to be careful about ur belongings next time and to be more attentive to them. You don't always lost your phone, so to err once or twice, i guess it's okay. who don't get fucked by their parents when they lost their phones right? hope u can get it over you soon! (: and yeah, canon cameras are real cool!

ok time to catch some slp, damn shag now. ciaos.

when someone needs you, they will come looking for you, and expect you to help. but when not in need of help, they won't even give you a damn, maybe not even a "hi". zz. we got to accept this in life. haha.

getting broke these days. ST pay haven't come. zz. expenses getting higher each day. went down to kb place with nd pong n ken to hand up our timesheets to Anthony. after that went down to hg to play pool. been a long time since we went there alrdy. well.. at least there are some memories over there when we went during pong's chalet. haha! buds shld know what i'm referring to, when we took Salvin's car there. LOL LOL. but it was like ages ago. worth rmbing it thou. hehe.

to think someone actually called up my house today and scammed my mom saying that my godbro is being beaten up because he owe some loansharks $50,000. this fking caused my mum to become super worried. luckily my dad was around and he managed to contact him and get to know that he's safe and sound. WTF. To the scammers out there, please don't come and fk around. These stupid tricks of yours will never succeed. Earn a proper living and get a life pls _|_

rach's bday coming up (:

happy birthday to Biqi once again. just returned home after a wonderful kbox session with Biqi, her hubby jian ling if it's the correct spelling, manfred, leo and yk. did enjoy myself overall. Biqi's baby is damn cute i swear, though the last time i saw her was at her 1st month. poor pong and me sat at the boot of the taxi on our way back hm, but no choice, budget more important. haha. Supper-ed at 445 with him before heading back home.

Eh pong, this is specially dedicated to you. i know u will read this, just go TRY LAH! hahahah. no harm trying, and it might turn out to be a gd experience for you, though the process might not be as wonderful as you can think of. being ur bro, i strongly encourage you to give it a try, not now then when right? then when it comes to singing next time u can put in some emotions alrdy!! lol. u must believe me, i've never harm you, except in combat arms. hehe XD

well, not gna lose the gd friends ard me, namely andy (fking full of nonsense), adam (super gong,zzz), ken (though he's cock sometimes, but he's steady), pong( though you're kinda sore at times haha), yk( jiao bin) and toh( best at shooting people like there's no tmr). toh don't be surprised that i named you, cos u really did lend me a helping hand when i really needed one. i will never forget that.

Song lyrics | Fall For You lyrics

wow into this song recently! (:

spent my friday night over at summer breeze. it's quite a nice place, even better than cabana in east coast park. had a couple of beer with rick, cos only two of us drink beer over there. haha. it's been a long time since i've drank so much beer, and it's really making me bloated. had a nice and sweet sleep after that.

well, though it's kinda boring to spend a saturday night at home, but i caught F1 on tv. still quite alright lah. lol. yah, went to ehub this afternoon and me and my clique caught "disaster movie". this movie actually bore me till i slept in the theatre, unknowingly. pulled a longgg face after the movie. haha! had dinner at pasir ris 400+ and proceeded back home after da-baoing dinner for mum.

guess i should start not to trust people so much, it might turn out to be ugly in the end. lesson learnt. got to really see and choose friends around be carefully, or someday i might get myself into trouble? hah. how i wish time can turn back to secondary school days, when it's just playing around with my clique of friends and mugging.

had a gd chat with rick and yk at pasir ris fishing pond today. bought a few bottles of Corona and we satted there for more than 2 hours, just plainly chit chatting. nice chilling session (: These friends around me, i'm nt gna lose them, for sure. at least i know, they won't harm me.

had a laksa steamboat at lorong 9 with gary, ahdi and yk. wasn't as nice as what it seems to be. but still quite ok, free food is always nice. haha! got pinched by ahdi for sitting at his car boot. ur bm is under our butts!! (: di drove us to bedok 85 to buy the iphones from gina then went to 123 to chill for sometime before we went back hm. bought a new tee today. quite satisfied with it. onitsuka tiger next month.

maybe what my bro told me make sense. but i guess things are too late. better to be in this way? i guess so..

recently my computer have been giving me problems. fk it. guess i'll have to bring it down to sim lim tmr to get it repaired. luckily i got a kind brother who is willing to fetch me down. haha.

guess it's too late to say anything. over and done.

well, this song is just dope! (:

Thou memories are sweet, they are still memories after all. it's gd to look at photos that remind you of the past, the happy times u had, and how u lost it at the same time . well this is life. we've to learn to let go, and accept the fact that it's never gna be the same. There are more to come, more to expect and more to let go of. come on, face the fact. THIS IS REALITY.

sentosa with buddies




went for dinner with gina over at geylang on sat night. it's been ages ever since i went there for pig organ soup. the taste of it is still the best. ha. after that went down to simei to meet up with toh and yk and chill, at the same time deciding where to go for the night for all of us don't wish to go home early. decided on watching movie over at ehub. on our way there almy called and asked for MJ which i asked her earlier but she can't. haha. so yeah, we caught the show Babylon A.D. was quite a gd show thou i don really understand the ending. oh well. after movie cabbed down to almy house for MJ. lost money again! like wtf. i've never won once when playing with them ): went simpang bedok after MJ and had our breakfast. went home and slp after that !

supposed to meet gina to mug with her but in the end she couldn't make it so i went out with gary and basically, when i go out with gary, geylang is a place that i cannot avoid. so went down there. went 13 to eat wanton mee. it's FKING good i swear, peeps out there shld try it. went 11 to find ah hao and i played billiard with gary at 11 while waiting for time to pass. wilson drove us to 25 and i went to take mrt back to tamp to meet oj.

don't bother to explain yourself.
those who trust you won't need it.
those who distrust you won't believe it.
how true.

don take me for a fool. even if i'm one, you're nowhere better than me. screw yourself.

back from my class chalet. had quite a bit of fun over there, especially those photo takings. haha. and thanks to Jean, i gt totally embarassed! zz. but yea, it's a gd try thou, thanks anyw. supposed to wake up for vb this morning but i can't lah, so sad. it's alright i guess. spent my whole second night slping over there while the rest is having whole lots of fun. thanks to kj n group who don't want to let me slp the previous night when i got work the next day!

aww my favourite tv show has ended. no more nice programs to watch anymore ):

well sometimes in life we got to make decisions, not for ourselves but for the ones we loved when they can't make the decision for themselves. it's a hard thing to do isn't it. it might not be affecting you directly but it'll definitely affect your loved ones. whatever it is, whether it's a small decision or a big decision for you to make, always think critically. lol.

results wasn't what i really expected, but well, it's okay. it'll be better next semester! (: been ages i've been to swimming or gym, time to get my ass there.

ok, a quick post since i'm back home from chalet for awhile. i fking hate ping nam and shawn after yesterday. big bully, keep disturb me only. now i gt bruises all over my body. kns. just wait n see, we'll win u guys in at alumni cup. overall i did enjoy myself yesterday night, thou most of them went back early. biqi and her hubby came down too. long time never see her alrdy. haha. ktv on the 29th alright!(: going back to the chalet once i've bathed and pack up some of my clothes. today will be a better day. lol. ok time to get going with packing my bag and leave for the chalet.

i'm happy for u if you've found someone. live your life well ok.

i'm recovering from my fever ! haha. had a gd time working today, thou it's shag, but time seem to pass very fast. went dinner at newton circus with pong yk adam hy and ek. lots of cock to talk. lol.

well on my way to work today, went past thomson road and i saw the roti prata house, which suddenly brings back so much memories. those time when the closest are all with me. now, one by one they're no longer here with me, each have their own lives. really missed the good old days.. i guess those days were the some of the happiest moments i've ever lived in my memories. well, they're just memories, only. and cassan u said u got news to tell me, but u haven't !! i'm waiting ok !

ok i've got a whole wk of chalet next wk. mon tue wed is yk bday thurs fri sat is my class chalet. hope i'll enjoy myself next wk! (:

went to sentosa with edwin edmund ken adam yj and yk. met up with jenan there and we really enjoyed ourselves playing non-stop beach volleyball. hah. after sentosa was dinner over at carls' and junior and i can only say that their combo meal is damn fking full. woke up early in the morning to go n work over at fairprice warehse located at upper thomson. it's damn shag serious. it's so damn cold inside the warehse and yet it's so damn hot outside. now i'm down with a fever, serious headache and a slight sorethroat ): WTF. hope i'll recover tmr and go for work. $$! damn fk it why do i fall sick at this point of time. zz. ok no sick no sick ! sorry can't go for mahjong ): other days ok. i sure let u all win my money!! hahahah. well, time to go for a rest. yah and gina get well soon too alright! (:

went back to school for volleyball early morning on sat. had a couple of good matchs with the very old boys. during night time went to watch the movie 4bia over at ehub. was quite a gd, scary and funny movie. haha. rotted at home the whole of sunday and went dinner with my small aunt and her family, my family plus zhenwei and boy. it's my dad's bday. had a wonderful steamboat over at tanah merah area. shiok! i got to know this game from oj called combat arms. gameplay is similar to counterstrike. quite fun and realistic. just go google and search for this game and download the link, what's best is that it's totally free! haha. had quite a gd time playing this game over the weekend. i'm first class private alrdy ! (: thou it's quite a low rank but i'm very satisfied with it! coolshit. running low on cash lately, think i gt to stay home and play computer for a week.

omg, exams are finally over! well, i can only say that my hardwork pays off. at least i find the paper managable and i know the answers to almost all the questions. especially accounts! i finally found the way to go about doing accounts. haha! okay, exams over, time for a gd rest and i'm gna find a job soon. went out for a couple of drinks with Dee and yk. enjoyed myself quite alot, but i spent quite alot too, sadly.

it's okay if i lost a friend like you, doesn't really affect me a lot. however after 6 years of friendship, i realised how much you've changed. your attitude is bad last time, now becoming worse. you think you've become matured but i doubt so, fking grow up pls, your brains are there for u to use, not for u to shit on. i hope you'll read this. i don fking give a damn how BIG is ur backing is. for ur information, from what i know people ard you don really like you too, especially the one closest to you, except for those beng friends of yours. do something before u lose ur gd friend, everyone had enough of u. pls fking reflect on your attitude. don't step one la okay. you pissed me off.

well, enough of putting on a brave front. i'm gna grab hold onto it before the worst happens. It might be too late but why not give it a chance? No regrets, at least.

had been mugging these days, but i still feel there's still a lot that i haven covered yet. zz. exams on wed, die die die. went to the airport with toh and kai ystd to mug. toh's next exam is on fri, so it's understandable that he do not wish to study now. but kai's exam on tue, but he still doesn't give a damn. lol. sure fail lah! sold my n6500s for $250 to a girl at 37. well, now i've got to use a louya phone. haha. but not for long, new phone coming in real soon. lol. it's freedom after papers on wed! and i'm very looking forward to that! (:

Now i get it. Fret not, i swear i won't bother you anymore. Sorry.

i swear the first pic sucks. special thanks to almy! went for a gym session with pong and ken early afternoon. good workout for me. damn tired. after tt went to meet jt at inter and we cabbed down to pick almy over to siglap to mug. vans and yh were alrdy there when we reached. had quite a good mugging session over at siglap's starbucks. after mugging for quite some time toh and yewkai came over to join us and i started to divert my attention to them, since then i cant really concentrate studying. haha. had quite a bit of fun with them joking around. after a while when all of us got bored, we decided on a mahjong session over at almy's hse! which she was so enthu about. lol. so jt almy toh yk and myself cabbed down to her hse to play mahjong. oh i swear that her dog is damn hyper n cute. lol. ordered mac halfway thru the game and we had a gd time eating. well, the overall winner was jt, followed by almy. me and toh lost. how sad. cabbed back after the mahjong. had quite a good day thou. econs on fri. wish me luck!

i will be - leona lewis. a great song! (:

i won't decieve myself anymore. lol. nothing in this world comes free. i'm just gna accept this. it's none of my business anyw, so why shld i care. i really gna stop, from now onwards. maybe that's the best way out (:

if you got 100k, would you make this money to work for you, or you gna work for this money? i'm chose to make this money work for me, what about you? anyone knows of any pub owner(s) who wna stop nightlife business pls contact me. best place is at boat quay. just leave ur contact no. will do. i'll get back to you. thanks!

well, life can be simple, yet enjoyable if you really know how to appreciate it. a simple dinner over at 201 with few buddies can really brighten my day. jokes, jokes and jokes, really laughed my ass out. or maybe a mahjong session over at a friend's house, thou it's kinda bored but yeah, it's still fun. exams around the corner, zzz.

how realistic life is. when you're well to do, you got friends around you, but once you ran into problems, who really will be the one who is there to give you a hand? well ystd kenny came over around 4am and he fetched me and yk to woodlands to his grandma's funeral. hear him speak about the problems he faced. well, i guess what he says is true. it's really complicated. zz. i think i shldn't poke my nose into their conflicts, just shut up and stand one side. anyw i'm still a kid. lol.

how great to be a child. cry when you're unhappy, and people will coax you. laugh out loud when you're happy, just sleep when you're tired. no troubles, no nothing. isn't life great this way? but people will grow up sooner or later, how sad. looking at Joash really remind me of my childhood. he's really cute, UNLIKE gary! LOL.

well, i admit i'm a kid but don't treat me as one. cos you'll be really surprised what a kid like me can do.

all the best to kenny's grandma, hope everything will be fine for her. let's pray for her yeah.

ts, let her go and everything is gna be fine, there are much more to life (:

since you gave up on me, i've to respect your decision. if you think it's all pretence, i've got nothing much to explain myself. well, life still goes on for you and me. hope life will be great for you, as well as for myself.

studied out with Devesh ystd over at 201 mac. yes, we do cock alot while studying but still, things can get into our head. he's a fking heavy smoker i swear. great guy. he's really knowledgeable for his age. ok this is the 1st time i'm not being racist. lol.

hanged out in geylang today, after all long. met up with wilson, kirby and gary to slack over there. and yeah since the day i knew gary, today is the first day i saw him in "action". i can only pity that guy, hope no "baluku(s)" for you. LOL. chit chatted with wilson and gary over at 21, waited for kirby to send us back. ok wilson is one of the most humble guy i've ever met so far. yes he's rich, fking rich, the owner of world of wheels, but he's very humble as in the way he speaks, his actions and everything. really take my hat off him. nice guy with a lot of jokes to crack, especially on gary. lol. dinner tmr, kirby is fetching us there. looking forward to see Joash Ho! (:

another 8 years time, i'm gna make it. pong pls rmb this. lol.

You two belong together (: Best Wishes!

went phuture with toh, kai, desmond, gina and toh's grp of friends. was kinda boring, can say the music isn't that great. so stayed there till 3+ when jp called me and told me she had an asthma attack so i rushed over to tanjong pagar to find her. helped her, then slack there till 6 before taking cab back to 201 and had breakfast with her. went home and slp after that. went out with gary and yk today. went to bugis and walk around, after that we went down to ahdi's company to slack there with him. kenny came to join us after that. talk cock over that side then kenny fetched us over to macvin's hse for gary to collect smth from him, and after that me and yk joined gary and his family to eat over at 201, cos it's his treat! lol. had a great time playing with gary's son, he's so damn cute. haha. ok thurs got dinner again. zzz. more dinners to come. lol.

well, today is the second day of the lunar 7th month. got lots of banquet to attend, so excited. lol. went out with gary, his wife and son on thurs. gary's son is so cute, but yea, pattern same like gary. lol. ok 3 more weeks to mid sem test. gna mug alrdy! btw i bought a spiderman ez link card sticker, fking cool lah! yh bought a liverpool logo one and a torres one. not too bad either. i've been enjoying sch so far, mugging is not too bad either.

ok i've got a lil joke. a friend of mine peed on a BIG tree right outside school, opposite mensa. can u believe it? and his excuse was, "ahhh, bth liao lah". LOL! though it happened quite some time ago, that scene is still vivid in my mind.

caught money not enough 2. it's a great movie, tears and laughter. it really made me laugh my ass out. lol. well, i almost cried watching that movie, but i'm unlike someone who really cried. haha! oops. ok enough of blogging, time to do my econs essay.

well, some things happened recently. Don't ask me, because i won't disclose it. nothing personal to me. i found out how complicated this world can be. Life isn't that simple after all. Hearing both sides of the stories, i really don't know who to believe. One side was so convicing, the other side was so realistic. well, i guess i'm still a small kid, that cannot realise things around me and i cannot analyse for myself what is the truth and false. Well, i can only wish him good luck, cos i really can't do anything to help. I alrdy did whatever i can to help,i tried my best, i really did. but what i can do is limited, i hope you'll understand. Stuck, i don't know who to believe. Maybe when things happened, i'll know what actually is going on.

mum: did you wetdream?
son: errrr... (pauses for awhile) yes.
mum: aiyo, u urself know going to full alrdy cannot go release yourself meh?

ME: LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL! ! ! ! !

okay, this happened to one of my friends, but it's confidential.

AND A BIG THANKS TO TOH YEAH!! (: THANKS FOR LENDING ME UR FACILITIES. HAHAHA.

well i swear that today's POM presentation is a success! lol. Our grp is too gosu, especially when it comes to the video. OMG. LP did a great job editing the video that we filmed the day before, and yea, every1 did a great job! (:

well. my watch is broken, lost my perfume. got so many things to buy now. zz. oh my, money! saw a swatch watch not bad, 200+. waiting for pong to get me stuff discount. hehe. went swimming with pong over at toh's hse. wow, it's been ages ever since i jumped into the pool and swim. damn tired. zz. going gym and swimming tmr! (: ok tmr is my POM presentation, got to wear formal. sian sian. going thailand with yihui on oct. anyone interested in joining us?

caught the dark knight with dee, kj and yh. they are seriously a bunch of fking funny guys man. never fail to brighten the day. especially yh. lol. had a great time hanging out with them both in school and outside school. after movies went to slack with gary, baby and another guy which i forgot his name over at 201. talk abit of cock then went back hm. baby drove me home. there's a word that can describe his car. FAST. and i'm not joking. lol. screwed my BA test today. forget it. it's getting late, time to go to bed (:

well, i promised that i wld shed no tears, and yes, whatever what happens, what i came to knew that i don't know in the past, whatever shit, i am fking gna bring myself over it (:

went for movies with yk, jt, and almy over at vivocity. we caught the red cliff and it's really interesting and nice. after movies we headed over to cine and ate our supper at xing wang and i saw oj's ex. lol. such a coincidence. almy is damn funny, every food that comes she has to take pics of it before we can eat them. zz. so we chilled at xing wang for awhile and at the same time deciding where to go. In the end we joined chong and cheng over at conspiracy. so we played games and drink. almy had a little too much of alcohol, and appeared a little high. drank till around 3+ and we headed back hm, leaving cheng and chong there. lol. and yeah, i know where tanah merah crest is ok! haha. almy n jt were slping on the way back, wanted to take candid shots of their stupid faces but i failed. lol. such a waste, and that was for a friday night. working over at novena sq on sat, not a bad day. Dex,siewling and me were stoning there cos they went drinking on fri night too. so all with the fking stone face. lol. had fun working. after work i headed down to geylang and take money from gary and after that headed down to whiskey bar. people were shawn, daqi, daqi's friend, weikang, george, george's gf, boon chuan, bingnam, cheng, douglas, adrian, taiyong, rick, waichong and yewkai. had quite a great time over there, especially sabo-ing waichong to drink. but he's really a gd drinker i can say. lol. we drank ard 5 bottles and some jugs of beer. i didn't really drink alot thou. shawn, daqi, yewkai, boonchuan and me slacked over there till their closing at 6 before heading back. mr kenny came to fetch me and we went aljunied 10floor to eat kway chap. haha. headed back to slp after that. fking tired. BA test on monday. OH MY GOD.

i hope what i heard is not true, really.

I don't see i have any fucking mentality, all i know is i've been missing you. and ya, all the best. hope we'll be still friends.

yes, i need you. but how about you..? u just let go so easily. Maybe that's your way of solving problems.

sweet memories, thanks. i'll bring myself over this (:

well, kennedy's chalet was hell lots of fun especially the second night. people there were ken, leo, me, adam, yewkai, kenny, kenny's wife, kenny's daughter, alvin, salvin, wx, baobao, stella, queenie, two of their guy friends, josephine, cassandra, shihui, shuangsheng, lionel and JT. too bad andy went to msia, if not it would be even better. had some sort of a class reunion, had quite a gd time crapping around with them. really miss the sec sch days when once the lesson change, we'll get out the class and fking disturb each other at their own respective classes, and during break time we'll play around with brooms, dustpans or whatever we can use. had a great time chit chatting with lionel and JT over at a corner. it's been a long time since this has ever happened. JT is really cock, she and her theories. omg. but somehow i find it logical, somehow. LOL. ok, smoking breaks in school next time yeah! please know how to zuo ren (: and lionel, i'll hop onto your bentley in like 10 years time or something? okay next will be yewkai's chalet. hope it will be as great. ahdi came to fetch me and gary and we went to bishan to fly engine kite in the evening today, tgt with andy too. haha! fking funny. ahdi is the professional, andy is the cannot make it, gary is the beginner and i'm the barely can make it. no matter how andy tries to fly the kite, he just cant fking get the kite up. but gary is not bad, his kite can still fly for rounds before it fell. i'm not bad too, did a few attempts, at least my kite can fly abit before it drops. it's fking not easy to fly such kites. and gary is fking child-like today. throw the kite onto the sky and scared it might hit him, he actually run like a small boy. LOL. really had a great time laughing at them. andy is fking disappointed with himself, but it's alright, there's always next time. and yeah, today is the 1st day i saw ahdi's tattoos on both his legs. damn cool man. haha! orjiao came over to find me and we proceeded back to tamp to have our dinner and slack ard before i came back home.

hey i've found a way that i can really destress. it actually works for me, but there's a side effect. try putting on earpiece and turn on the music to the max on your mp3. just close your eyes and enjoy the song. preferably heavy rock (: these few days i feel that i'm able to have a better grasp of my life, and i'm gonna carry on with this. Thanks Gary, you really taught me a lot of things in life that i've never realise. You really did hit some senses into me.

gonna be busy for the next 3 weeks, and i hope things can go smoothly. life hasn't been great for me these days, but it's a part of growing up isn't it? yes, face it. i should take a good look in the mirror and ask myself whether should i deserve the things that i'm having now? or they're just bonuses for me? hah. amusing. boy called me today. he's having a good life now, with a stable job and a stable income, i'm uber happy for him. looking at him growing up from a motiveless person in life, living every day without any targets, getting into fights but now becoming a matured man with goals. happy that u can actually support a car on your own, and i hope that life will go smoothly for you! hope you'll visit pa and ma often when u got the time. and yeah, happy belated 21st birthday!! :) you're the one who watched me grow up, ever since i came out into this world, played with me during childhood days, stood out for me whenever i got into troubles. i'll never forget those days. i'll see you soon for a coffee session or something. there are more things that life can actually brings me to, i've got to realise that. never get beaten because of setbacks in life, but be motivated because you brought yourself through those setbacks. things to put down, i'll put it down.

had a bad day yesterday. drank a little too much, caused troubles for all of my friends. thanks to shawn, adrian, wai chong, charles, rick and yew kai for taking care of me. sorry to wai chong, almost started a fight with you, and adrian, sorry that i pushed u so hard, ya and a special thanks to rick, really appreciate it a lot bro. and ya, thanks to kenny for fetching me back home too. everytime when shit happens you'll definitely be there to give me a hand. i guess cheng siang did not have a great night too. lol.

once is enough, guess i've already vent everything out.

my dad is complaining about his bodyaches again. has been a few days already. it really hurts me to see his body aching all over and yet i can only help him to massage. He work so hard just for this family, or rather for me. My brother is already out into the society, earning a very decent pay. sometimes i really feel like just a fucking burden to this family of mine. Maybe 18 years ago i should not have stepped into this world. see the two folks every day worrying about money, i don't feel good inside of me also. Who in the hell can fucking understand how i feel inside? Yes, i know my job now is to study hard so next time i can provide for them, but right now the things that i see and experience at home don't really motivate me to study. I might be thinking the wrong way but yes, this is how i feel. who doesn't wish to have a good life? I don't even know whether i can get a fucking chance to repay the debt that i owed my parents. It's really far too much. I'm always being stubborn and rude. guess it's time to change. why is money always the root to problems that arises into my family? zz. i'm really mentally tired, and all i can do is only to rant here. tears dropped, no one knows. Life is unfair, absolutely true. sorry for my past stubborn-ness. from today onwards, i swear no more such rubbish.

yeah, time to blog. school so far is great. The usual classmates that always hang out with me, never fail to cheer me up whenever i was down or whatever. they really do make my life in poly good, make me feel like going to school (: life's sian recently. baby busy with her work, so seldom have time to meet up with her. but yah guess it's alright, priorities first. met up with weijie today over @ hans, talked cock and slacked with him and yk for quite a while, before gary came to find me. we headed down to geylang after that and i slacked over there for awhile before heading back home. coming sat to jia toh with gary and boat quay with cheng, rick and maybe a few others. hope i'll enjoy myself then. It's time to earn BIG bucks? YEA. lol. and Kirby, hope you won't be fooled by her again (: Brothers are always there no matter what. Don't every day wee chi mon kok. It's been a long time since i met up with Adam and gang. soon yeah. movie!

end of exams. holidays! (: time to hang out without any worries anymore. things will turn out fine, i guess.

things are gna be so different, i guess. I just feel so insecure and inferior. anyone there to enlighten me? no i guess. i try to satisfy your needs in every way, but too bad i'm nt born in a rich family. no one to be blamed but myself. i know i'm not comparable to him, at least not for now. i'm just a fking student who is surviving on weekend jobs, what do i have? all i need, is an answer, a truthful one.

hope things will go smoothly for kenny, pray hard for him, because i want to ride in his BMW 3 series! (: btw kenny, hope u read this, if things go smoothly for u, i just want a burberry wallet, that's all. if u want to give me more, i don't mind. hehe.

IT roadshow coming up, working for sony. looking forward to it. hope it will be a gd exp for me.

i'm back! lol. i'm really feeling fking bored so i decided to come and blog. many things have changed this few mths, but some just remained the same. been hanging out with gary and kenny these days, and hanging out with them isn't such a bad thing at all. they taught me a lot of things about life, their experiences and the way they do things.. of course some are bullshit, but yea, i do learn a lot of things from them, like how to live a better life and how to see things from a totally new angle. They are fun people to hang out with, at least i know they wouldn't do anything to harm me. went rounding with kenny ystd, went to the airport runway then to ECP to marina south then back to tamp again. lol. we talked about a lot of things during this ride. and i finally know actually this friend of mine is nt really having a gd life as like ppl see him. Now i understand that there's actually smth hidden behind every smile. i feel like i'm growing up day by day! LOL. though i'm hanging out with another clique of friends right now, i still won't forget my bros! COFFEE @ 201 soon okay! and a special thanks to Toh, u really helped me. i think u shld know wad i mean. ya, thanks a lot. something to kenny: you've come so far, hang on there and live ur life well ! (:

worked non-stop this week, but for the sake of money, no choice. kinda broke this month, paid for andy's chalet, which will be coming in mid april, and i'm looking forward to it! (: It's gonna b hell lots of fun man, with alcohol in the house, mahjong and cool people like us! lol. met up with gina on sat and we walked from all the way from far east till PS and caught shutter with her. not a bad show, some scene really freaked me out. had a great day out with her ((: she's gna open a new shop soon, someone who can and will persue her interest will succeed! wish her all the best. sch's gna open soon, SIAN. Okay enough of blogging. hand tired..

I fell in love with biotherm's. Hope that my wishes come true! (:

yay collected quite abit of money from my relatives and family. 2008 will be a great year ahead! lol. day 1, went to my grandma hse and taima hse to bai nian. was alright, still the same like last time, after that at night was mahjong over at toh's house. me kai and adam went there like around 9+ to 10. played 2 rounds of mahjong, but i lost lah. 1 lose to 3-.- sway ah, but nvm, my turn will come to win. haha. okay, day 2 was.. hmm. slpt till around 2. then nuah at hm till evening time before my family and i headed to my aunt's hse for a gathering. and yes, time to collect angbaos again! haha. stayed there for quite some time then i went to meet chengsiang, but in the end we went separate ways. kenny came over to fetch me and we went to fetch yewkai and cassan over to hougang plaza to find ricky ronald and kaizer. after that we went to ricky hse for another mahjoing session! but by the time we started playing was alrdy 1 plus. so again, played for 2 rounds and.. hmm, went back at 7am. lost also-.- hahaha. day 3 went weilong hse to bai nian with my ex-classmates. had a great time over there. hehe. after that adam pong ken me went to hougang plaza to play pool! haha, as usual, i'm always the winner. hehe. went back to tamp 201 to have our dinner. it was great. all of us had our fills. after that we accompanied pong to go 900+ take money from his friend, then i went to meet kenny, cassan, kaizer and vivian. leo and adam went back hm. we decided go check out the time slot for the jay chou movie, but in the end we ended up putting kenny's car over at his hse and we cabbed down to bq for drinks. after that proceed to geylang play game, half an hour we came out, kenny with a disappointed face cos he lost. haha. then me and cassan took a cab back home, kenny and ricky took another cab back. for day 4, which is just now, we went teo pat hse but after awhile, kenny came over to fetch me and we went to bai bai. he was finding a ji gong temple, and in the end we managed to find it over at old tampines road. haha. after that i went back to tamp to meet cassan and we went over to kai's working place. she wanted to cover her anggong but her skin haven recover so cannot cover again. ya, so i met leo and gang and dine over at fish & co. and it's damn ex lah-.-. wah, bth. talk cock with ken for 2 hrs before heading back home for a gd rest. shag!

taking out my old stuffs and read through all of it. memories flashed back into my mind. suddenly i realised, 2004-05 were the happiest moments of my life. Regretted letting it go 4 years ago.. but what is done cannot be undone. I can only hope life is great for everyone, including me. these few years, i see the changes in myself.. Did i really change a lot? I guess so. Everyone grows up, but growing up to be a better person or growing up to be a more self-centered person? That's for me to think about.. aww, i'm emo. lol. 10 20 years down the road, i might take it out and read again, but what will my thoughts be like? i wonder..

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gonna work hard, but first let me get myself a decent phone.

okay, i discovered something on my way to work few days ago. Actually we were taught to give up our sits in the MRT to those who need it more than us, somehow i discovered that those people who will really give up their sits to people are actually youngsters, not those nerdy ones, but those who actually look like a gangster or something. Amazing isn't it? Those adults teach us to be considerate, but.. do they have the rights? just some thoughts..

i really fucking hate people that drink and drive. It really can cause casulties. and i actually experienced it for myself. just reached home not long ago. went for a few drinks, when kenny got really fucking drunk, and he lost his rolex watch which cost him 14k. yah, a lesson for him, hope he really learn his lesson. and so after drinking he drove me, cassan and ricky back. Ricky got really frustrated and got down his car in the middle of the road and just walked away. Me and cassan followed suit not long after. the way he drive can really take innocent lives. 2 fucking times he almost knocked onto somebody. to all people reading this entry, please take note. Don't drink and drive. it's really fucking dangerous. why torture yourself with those things and constant drinking of beer and liquor. zzz. we come out and drink is to relax, not to torture ourselves. God bless them on their way back home. I'm really fortunate to be able to reach home safely taking his car back. omg.

i swear i'm gna be successful!

from now onwards, i'm nt gonna depend on anyone else anymore except for my family. when no one can be trusted, i can only trust myself.

rested for 4 days after 1week+ of non-stop working. chatted with kenny and cassan online yesterday till 2.50 when i decided to go and rest for awhile. intend to meet for supper around 3+ but i fell aslp. i guess cassan also fell aslp. hahaha. kenny met up with some problems about his business, really hope everything goes well for him. then at least i could have a new hp! hahaha. gna start working again tmr. coming 3 days will be hectic, with roadshows coming and coming. and ya, my application for poly is gna be open soon. i promised myself to study hard after my poly starts. $ is not easy to earn, but very easy to spend. haha. not really into blogging these few weeks, maybe because of my boring life. okay, i'm gna go pray with my parents later, and maybe meet up with chengsiang afterwards, which i'm very reluctant to. cos he's very kp. LOL. oh ya, almost forgot. HAPPY 21ST BDAY TO PETER AKA AHPUI AND NOT TO FORGET, COLIN TOO!! haha. though i didn't really keep in touch with ahpui, but he's really a nice guy to be with, but he always beat me-.- lol. okay, If kenny's business goes well, NANA THIS WEEK! YAY. It's been ages ever since i stepped into a club-.- lunar new year is coming, angbaos, angbaos and more angbaos!! (:

just came back home. went steamboat with kenny ricky kai and cassan. had a fucking great time tgt. lol. especially when we suan people and that guy dono we suan him and he happily laughing tgt with us!! omg. really funny. lol. ya, haven't slpt for 2 days. super duper tired alrdy. tmr gt work. zz. okay, time to slp!! H-I-P-P-O!! (:

Had been going out recently the past few days. Firstly was my second visit to club jaguar. This time round was much more relax, a few of us in a room, sing, relax, joke around. after jaguar we went geylang for supper. It was great hehe. The next day, went access with cassan and kenny. It was some sort of private gathering i guess? with all the people that we know in access drinking together. After that we went back home, 3 of us happily exploring what's in for the messenger live plus. but cassan was kinda slow cos she's happily stoning-.- hahaha. then we decided to come out at 3am+ to go eat at geylang. ya, after doing some things and ate, we went mustafa to shop!! LOL. cassan was there reading books and me and kenny talked about something which we laughed out LOUD. haha. The following day i went bugis to find cassan cos she's working at bugis junction shu uemura. Met up with yewkai, hengyi and andrew at the same time too. After a while kenny came to fetch me and we went to the flea market for a walk. There's really alot of things there, some might find it's dirty, but from what i felt, it's just another side of Singapore, which i enjoy walking in it. after that i followed kenny to geylang to his shop and waited for his friend to come. ya, so we joked around, talk cock here and there, then went back bugis find yewkai and friends. They went access after that but i didn't follow them cos i had work the following day. If they went nana i might consider (: hahaha. These few days i met alot of different people, good ones or bad ones, they tell me 1 thing which i have to emphasize. Not everyone can be trusted. There are always 2 sides of a human.

a happy new year to all human beings in the world, except for andy? lol. okay, first thing first, let me talk about my "wonderful" new year eve. Woke up in the afternoon, went safra to find chengsiang and rick. After few minutes shawn and adrian arrived, and so they 4 played number ball. After a while came weiming yewkai nam and yesheng. Weicong charles and kelvin came too. okay, after few rounds of number balls, cheng yk me weiming nam and rick happily take bus 65 to town from safra and the trip took us around 1hr. ya, got kick right? lol. reached cineleisure, had our dinner over at LJS, then go check pricing of kbox. Pong andy adam and kennedy came to find us at a later time. okay, then they decided to go party world, which pong andy kennedy doesn't want because of the steep price. So ken called Gary to ask him whether we can join him at over at club jaguar. He said okay then we went over. 5 of us happily walked from Lavender to The Plaza which takes us around 15 mintues time. Reached there, and wow, the club is really grand. But we don't really give a damn and so we went in. A room, 5 of us, singing and drinking away. After a while, ahwee and daniel came to join us, tgt with 1 of daniel's friend. play drink play drink, all of us got high. okay and some unhappy things happened to adam and andy which i am lazy to elaborate and not very nice to elaborate here, but it's kind of funny also. i'm damn super !@#$% drunk, so once i step out of club jaguar i lied on the floor there, and woshhh, fell asleep. Ahpong was drunk, Andy was DEAD drunk, fuck him upside down also cannot wake up that kind. And so kennedy and daniel's friend sent leonard and andy home. and pitiful me lying on the ground, asked adam to call kenny to ask for SOS. within 10 mintues, kenny reached with cassan. so he drove me to lavender food centre and i happily slpt there for super duper long until kenny decided to drive me back home, can see he's tired too. so, sub consciously i took his car back home, and thanks to adam, he accompanied me to my doorstep. and once i reached home, woshhhhhh i went to sleep. hahaha. what a great year 2008! and today i caught AVP2 with some of my buds. Not a good movie, don't advise people to watch. after dinner went to visit andy then went back home. Not long kenny called me to ask me whether i wna go mustafa for a walk. okay, so i tagged along with kenny and cassan to mustafa and then to access room to drink a jug of beer which is lame. then they went geylang to buy something and we ended up in some roadside stalls eating durians. hehe, the durian was nap! ate durian, and so kenny drove me back home and now i'm sitting in front of my computer chatting with friends (:

New year resolutions :

1) quit drinking
2) earn more money
3) get a decent course in poly
4) STUDY HARD IN POLY
5) LAPTOPPPPPPPPP I WANT TO BUY!!
6) save money to open chalet on my 18th birthday!!
7) make sure i complete my resolutions above!!

woooooooooooooo, once again happy 2008 people!!