happy 4th birthday to Joash. Had a great time tgt celebrating his birthday tgt with gary, his wife and a couple of friends. playing with his son is much better than playing any games in front of my computer, though it's kind of tiring. haha. went to ecp to cut his cake 1st, then proceed to lor 7 to have thai steamboat. my first time having it, the steamboat was just so delicious. quite different from what we normally eat at those steamboat restaurant. after that to city plaza to purchase a gold necklace for his son. haha. a thin one costs 300+. omg, gold now is so fking expensive. zz.

it was a tiring day for me today. off to work tmr, off to bed now :)

just returned from powerhouse not long ago. the name of their club really suit the atmosphere inside. quite a good place to club. went down with pong, adam, shawn, toh and his gf. really did enjoyed ourselves, except that it's really really packed inside. got to know the bouncer there, such a small world, he's gary friend. hoho. that means next time will be free cover charge for meeee :)

off to bed, shagged.

4 days of hardwork in the IT show is finally over. my leg is super duper !@#$% tired after the 4 days. but it's worth the hardwork though. at least i can earn some money for myself. hahas.

celebrated Dee's birthday on thursday night. hit zara, a pub in boat quay and had some drinks. his friends were really great and funny. had quite a bit of laughter over there. his parents, especially his mother, is super friendly, came over to talk to us about our studies and stuffs. haha.

show's over. i definitely miss vivian :(. but forget it la, no fate. lols.
i like the way muse play this song. fantastic :D

Cant Take My Eyes Off You - Muse

after understanding the whole situation yesterday, i don't think you deserve my sympathy anymore, because u made people's lives like hell.

went to a lot of places with gary ystd. first to golden mile to collect smth, then to ICA and collect a form. after that to geylang and slack as usual. met up with siao kia and huat, we went to bedok to collect cd from cassan. lols. saw gary's wife and son at the interchange foodcourt. his son, Joash is really really cute. lol, especially he do the "thai greetings" sign, when u put both of ur hands tgt and bow. and we need to make him do that by bluffing him that after he do it we'll buy thomas and friend for him. hahas. damn cute. after that we went to lavender food centre and meet peter and his friend for makan. toy came down to look for us in geylang and we slackedddd there. hahas. night time was down to bedok again to find wilson. he's my idol man, rich and handsome. hahaha. drive a 350z when he feels like it, drive a bmw convertible when he feels like it. WTF. and i like the way he handle and deal with problems.

no going out for today. slack at home! :D

sebai with cassan last sat. was a great catching up session. it's been a long time since we went drinking together. thanks for bringing me in! she still haven't change, except that she cant drink as much like last time we were out drinking. hahas. enjoyed myself. meet up soon yeah. i still <3 this sis of mine :) though u are really !@#$% at times. HAHA.

i was once a friend of yours. i felt sorry for you. you landed up in this state, i am really speechless. why did you have to do all those things, end up u lost everything, even your loved ones. is it worth it? i dont really think so. persuing ur dream is one thing, but realising your dream is another. hope you really wake up from this nightmare, it's not gonna end here definitely. i dont know whether will u get to read this or not. they're just my thoughts.

i can only wish you good luck, and all the best. hope you didn't regret the decision you made :D i am glad to be able to be a friend of yours, at least for those few months.

got this very weird feeling inside me, don't know how to descibe it, guess i'm the weak one after all. hahas. ok, must learn more from Gary. be strong! i just feel like stoning now.

finally, everthing is over. but somehow, i missed the days when i were in school. hahas, because it's holidays now, i'm really bored at home! zz.

watched the show "slumdog millionaire" yesterday night. was really a fantasic movie, a mixture of bollywood and hollywood. i would recommend my friends to watch that movie. hahas.

might be going to a chalet tonight, hosted by Lester and his friends, definitely it will be happening. going or not? i don't know. driving lesson later. BORING !

last paper tmr, fundamentals of marketing. YEAH!
i'm taking a break now away from the books, so here am i blogging.
accounting was COOL this afternoon i swear. completed it within 1 hour and v confident for an A. HAHA. cannot look down on me regarding accounting anymore!
slacked with dee yh kj and shawn over at 824 after my papers. we had a great time laughing, and running through the heavy rain. haha. sorry dee for kicking water onto you, wasn't purposely, you came too close. last day tmr, hopes everything goes well. i'm really looking forward to tomorrow!

this song always make me smile, no matter what how low i'm feeling :) it's a thai song thou, so don't mind!

ละลาย - Four Mod

stats was alright, confident for an A i guess.

okay, i've just got an incentive program from my brother. here is how it goes. jog and exercise for 3 days per week, and each week, i will have a hundred dollars extra! worth it? DEFINITELY. thanks bro, i know u love me the most. HAHA. this is an opportunity that i won't miss, for sure. next week onwards, it's time to exercise!:D

got another job opportunity from my ex supervisor. texted me today and asked me whether i'm interested in working for online mobile singtel. well, i accepted his offer. back to what i know best, which is mobile :) so, the first place that i'm gna work at will be the business fair at suntec, starting from 5th march till 7th march. gna be real busy, cos i've really got lots of things to brush up. and YAY, i've gt a job!

among all the memories that we got, some gives us hell, but definitely, some are still sweet. why not lets just hold on to those sweet ones and keep it deep inside us? so true huh. but anyway, those words are not from me. quoted it from David Caruso in CSI Miami. hehehe.

countdown to thursday 11.30 a.m : 3 more days.
May God bless me for today's paper. fucking screwed it upppp.
STATS paper tmr. GOSU LAH!

been very restless recently, feel like going on a trip to Bintan and relax. I miss BINTAN! driving the bogey down to ole ole market, eating fried rice, drinking some beer, listening to their local band there. SHIOK. what's more, 1 packet of cigarettes there cost u only $5. hahas. damnnnnn cool. sitting beside the seaside enjoying the breeze. gosh. heavenly and exotic. hahas.

i really need a getaway trip this coming holis. to KL and BANGKOK. I'm coming alright, please, no more turmoil or unrest.

met up with lah and dee today at starbucks simei after mugging @ airport with shawn. they're really funny. hahas. 1901 hotdog followed by a heart attack! they'll know what im talking about. lols. really miss this clique of friends when we go into different classes next year. how i wish we could stay tgt for 3 years. haha. ok i sound gay here. well, hope i can meet good friends next year :D

a simple straw-made heart, always kept with me :)
came, stayed and vanished.

went to siang's chalet after my mugging session with shawn over at the airport. it's quite boring there, but nevertheless we still managed to have some fun. went to pasir ris park to have a walk with a couple of people, and overall it was good. it's been a long time since i played on that spider web. cabbed back hm afterwards with cheryl and shawn. bloody taxi driver from hougang going to tampines, went by paya lebar, then to eunos, then to kakit bukit, then to bedok reservoir, then to tampines. WTF. i really feel like slapping him at that point of time. eyes still dare to peep at the meter. screw this taxi driver seriously. son of a bitch.

4 more days and i'm gna parteh like a crazy mofo. hahas. i'm seriously looking forward to it man! but right now, it's just books, books and books.

hope my words did hit some sense into you, i guess that's all i can do. life still goes on. you've got to put your past behind before you can move on. i don't know would you ever get to read this. but, i'll just post it.

it ends tonight.

went to Geylang ystd to have durians with Gary and friends. Durian is good, no doubt. the bitter ones are really solid, damn bitter. hahas. but this is not the main point. i got bitten by an ant or some insectlike thing. i thought it was nothing thou it's painful, but today the part where it bit me swell. WTF. u cannot mess with the insects in geylang. HAHA. and because of this, i got scolded weak twice, once by Gary and another by Cheng. zz.

was late for my driving lesson today. i could totally forgot about it till the instructor called me and woke me up in the morning. so, no choice i got to rush down by taking a cab which wasted my 7 dollars. wtf. exams around the corner, no motivation to mug thou. but it's okay, i know i can do it :D Went drinking at seletar camp that side since Rick just ORDed and Adam had his first bookout, so why not. I wanted to get high, if not tipsy, but sadly, no matter how i drink also no use. hahas. too strong already. maybe we only opened 2 bottles. only toy vomitted. been very broke recently, insurance bill, handphone bill, broadband bill, adding all together up to around $200/mth. wtf. in addition i'm still having driving lessons, another burden. got to work out something with my dad. If this goes on i really dont know what will happen. can't really take these burdens anymore. even i want to have a girlf now, i will still hesitate whether am i able to afford one. hahas. how to give others happiness when i can't even give myself? forget it. I wanted to give it a try, but after much thought i guess better forget it. Better than ending up both parties suffer.

i hope some "gui ren" will suddenly appear and work things out for me. i really hope so.

Save Me (Smallville Theme) - Remy Zero -

long time since i've blogged. i saw a scene today which really, i dont know how to describe, but thoughts are just running through my head. when i went back to Tampines from my driving lesson, just outside the Mrt station, i saw 4 policemen surrounding one old man. i was curious by what's going on over there. i walked over and to my suprise, i saw the old man, squatting there, packing up piles of counterfeit dvds, and his face was full of fear and remorse. while walking to the bus interchange, my mood suddenly dropped. he's just an old man in his 50s or 60s, if he was being charged, how can he pay the fine that will be thrown to him? and he still got to face his jail terms. what will happen to his family? he's just trying to earn some money, maybe for his family, i dont know. ya, i know selling the dvds is totally wrong, but the expression of the old man and the whole scene itself, it's just heart wrenching.

had dinner with weilong and my ex classmates. had a great time ;D and to weilong, we know your plight, we don't expect anything from you because you've given enough. What we want is just like this, a simple gathering, all of us has laughters together. hope in the years to come, we can still maintain this, despite the busy schedules that you have. sincerely hope everything goes well for you :D cheers!