went to Geylang ystd to have durians with Gary and friends. Durian is good, no doubt. the bitter ones are really solid, damn bitter. hahas. but this is not the main point. i got bitten by an ant or some insectlike thing. i thought it was nothing thou it's painful, but today the part where it bit me swell. WTF. u cannot mess with the insects in geylang. HAHA. and because of this, i got scolded weak twice, once by Gary and another by Cheng. zz.

was late for my driving lesson today. i could totally forgot about it till the instructor called me and woke me up in the morning. so, no choice i got to rush down by taking a cab which wasted my 7 dollars. wtf. exams around the corner, no motivation to mug thou. but it's okay, i know i can do it :D Went drinking at seletar camp that side since Rick just ORDed and Adam had his first bookout, so why not. I wanted to get high, if not tipsy, but sadly, no matter how i drink also no use. hahas. too strong already. maybe we only opened 2 bottles. only toy vomitted. been very broke recently, insurance bill, handphone bill, broadband bill, adding all together up to around $200/mth. wtf. in addition i'm still having driving lessons, another burden. got to work out something with my dad. If this goes on i really dont know what will happen. can't really take these burdens anymore. even i want to have a girlf now, i will still hesitate whether am i able to afford one. hahas. how to give others happiness when i can't even give myself? forget it. I wanted to give it a try, but after much thought i guess better forget it. Better than ending up both parties suffer.

i hope some "gui ren" will suddenly appear and work things out for me. i really hope so.

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