sebai with cassan last sat. was a great catching up session. it's been a long time since we went drinking together. thanks for bringing me in! she still haven't change, except that she cant drink as much like last time we were out drinking. hahas. enjoyed myself. meet up soon yeah. i still <3 this sis of mine :) though u are really !@#$% at times. HAHA.

i was once a friend of yours. i felt sorry for you. you landed up in this state, i am really speechless. why did you have to do all those things, end up u lost everything, even your loved ones. is it worth it? i dont really think so. persuing ur dream is one thing, but realising your dream is another. hope you really wake up from this nightmare, it's not gonna end here definitely. i dont know whether will u get to read this or not. they're just my thoughts.

i can only wish you good luck, and all the best. hope you didn't regret the decision you made :D i am glad to be able to be a friend of yours, at least for those few months.

got this very weird feeling inside me, don't know how to descibe it, guess i'm the weak one after all. hahas. ok, must learn more from Gary. be strong! i just feel like stoning now.