Finally everything has settled down, at least for now. It has already been decided. I'm going to poly next year. I still don't know if i will regret this action that i insist on making, but since i've already made this decision, i shall do my best. 21st november is getting nearer, and on that day, i've to go back to cantoment police complex to see whether they are going to charge me or not. i really hope i'll get away with a mere warning, or worse come to worse, a probation. I've been down on my luck recently, or you can say i brought it upon myself. I'm just gonna live simple now. No alcohol, no clubbing and no staying out late ( except mahjong at friend's house). Healthy lifestyle ftw! (: I'll start to mug when school starts for me. For now, i need to get myself a job to keep myself occupied, and save up some money.



Heard my mum complaining about her headaches again, and complaining about the amount of clothes she have to wash. Does she deserve all these? After doing so much for the family? And what i can do is just to tell her to rest, rest and rest, but i know she wouldn't. Why are we not rich? Why can some people live in luxury and some people, have to work till their death? Gosh, seeing my mum's health getting poorer each day, the worst always appeared in my mind. Yes, i am going through these thoughts now, and i told myself, i will never never let my next generation go through what i'm going through again. I'll make sure they live in luxury, or at least, rich. They won't have to think about money issues. People say rich people have their own problems too, but i guess, problems of the rich are also the problems of the poor.