i had quite a fufilling day today. went out in the afternoon to meet anthony and we went to bedok police headquarters to accompany him return his warrant card. after that we went to tampines mall to meet chung kwang nam, the birthday boy! went arcade, so much fun. it's been ages since i've visted the arcade. haha! okay, after that met up with a few of nam's friends, and we went to seoul garden to have our dinner buffet. eat and joke along the way. the meal was good though i just had seoul garden last monday.



got nagged by my brother just now. he thinks that poly is the fucking difficult way to earn a decent pay next time, but he never thought that i would really want to enter university after my poly education. I really hates it when he bring his frustrations and anger home from his work and he vent it on me. I just failed my promotional exams, 1 mistake and i'm like condemned in his eyes? what the fuck is this? really wish things would go well when my poly starts, or maybe a member in my family can strike the first prize of toto and have like 1 million dollars. Reality really bites. no money= no talk. FUCKED UP LIFE. I merely made my decision to go poly, is that wrong of me? or is it wrong that i didn't make this decision 1 year ago? when all my family members and relatives persuaded me to go JC and i didn't stood to my ground for poly? now i come to regret. what is life? it's just for you to suffer. Someone enlighten me please!